pre dreams

what
the
fuck
am
I
doing.

you know?
you ever get those late night, what the actual fuck is going on vibes? like what am I doing and why I am here? oh and by the way, did you realize the progression of time was a fucking thing?
fuck.

my chest gets tight and I……..

hit another bowl,
to be honest.

can’t worry about things that have yet to come
and right now,
I have no satisfactory answers.

I have my bed and my thoughts
and eventually
as I drift off

my dreams.

sweet dreams..